A walking talking oxy-moron / a living breathing piece of deficating meat. <br>If I could talk to 15 year old me it would blow his mind I\m still with the realm of the living and in my early 30\s. Always an uphill battle sometimes literally. I still haven\t properly toured Europe or Japan but Ive been to the ever inviting middle east (Iraq, Qatar, Syria) insert GWAR /Dave Brockie reference here... BACK TO IRAQ! 27 Months between 2 tours with 6-8 Cavalry, 4th Brigade, 3rd ID. Now I\m 100% disabled with my lips barely above water oh the suspense until next week same time same channel will this morose metal head malcontent learn to take off his armor hand forged from nearly every form of self destructive , self depricating / medicating long enough to drop his cross and see the future unwritten and not even sodomized fresh virgin potential for a new dawn or do we keep showing this same damn episode every week because honestly I\m just a humble narrator but this vhs has seen better days and this dead end job has me pressed with my sanity and my entirety naked, freezing with my backs of my heels at the precipice of the abyss and I\m not even supposed to be here today! ? Clerks Dante reference for all you bots to enjoy.